DUM EA ROMANI PARANT CONSULTANQUE IAM SAGUNTUM SUMMA VI OPPUGNABATUR –
Tito Livio Histories XXI , 7 , 1 [1]
While experts are discussing on youth unrest, or adult one, people continue committing suicide. I’m saying so because suicide will is such that, when the first attempt fails, many more recur, one after the other. Attempts recur more times in the space of few hours till the aim is reached. After surviving a jump from his balcony, Gianluca, 23 years old, threw himself again from the same point and finally succeeded in his purpose.
One steals a car and launches it at full speed against a wall as a remnant of an aggressiveness still, partly, turned outside, but just before the collision, he commits suicide by shooting himself not to run the “risk of surviving”.
One often tries to cut his veins, but not being so patient as old philosophers were,he speeds the time up by leaping into the void or hanging himself.
When the attempt with psychomedicines isn’t successful and one is secluded in an hospital, he signs the”refusal – hospitalization” to rush home and hang himself.
Always for safety’s sake two pistols are used, one levelled at the head and the other at the heart and it is surprising that one can press the two triggers at the same time.
Great is the regret of him who, after throwing himself into the river, is rescued by the River Police: “I intended to die,you didn’t have to rescue me”.
The most surprising case of an absolute suicide will and also of a masked suicide is American. Sharon Lopatka, thirty-five years old, lived in Baltimora (Maryland). A daughter of a strict and authoritative rabbi, obese and shy, Sharon transformed into the aggressive and male chauvinist Nancy on the sadomasochistic Internet sites she usually frequents; Sharon, or Nancy if you prefer,sends, on line, a terrible request:”would you kill me?” and incredibly she gets an answer.
Robert Glass, alias Cowhand on Internet sites, a forty-five year old divorcee, who lives alone in Charlotte in North Caroline, accepts Nancy’s request.In 870 e-mails, he describes her all the tortures she will undergo, promising to strangle her at the end.
Satisfied with the “estimate”,” Nancy” takes a train to go and meet her killer, not before declaring, in a message to her husband, her determination and responsability:”I’m in peace.If you don’t find my body don’t worry,don’t be angry with the man who killed me.
If we examine all this only from a sadomasochistic point of view we can’t explain how,by getting herself killed, the woman actually wanted to put an end to her perversion.
From the perspective of a suicide absolute-depressive will we can understand how, actually, depression was the main problem, probably prior to the sodomasochistic perversion.
[1] During the war among Rome and Carthage the Iberian town of Sagunto, besieged by the Carthaginians, called the Romans for urgent help but, while the latter were debating in the Senate about what to do, the town was conquered. The sentence shows the case in which,while those who should intervene on an urgent matter waste their time in a long and superficial talking, the situation ends in a drama.
Translated from Il Virus Intelligente by Enrica Narducci
To be continued in:
6°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Sixth part)
7°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Seventh part)
8°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Eighth part)
9°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Nineth part)
10°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Tenth part)
11°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Eleventh part)
12°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Twelfth Part)
13°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Thirteenth Part)
14°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Fourteenth Part)
15°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre XV part)
16°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Sixteenth part)
17°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre XVII part)
18°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre XVIII part)
19°) (Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre XIX part)
20°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre XX part)
21°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Twenty-first part)
See also:
1°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre First Part)
2°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Second Part)
3°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Third Part)
4°) Suicides (Le Mal de Vivre Fourth Part)
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